my dream was terrrrrrible. i had a dream that the ONE boy that i’ve been talking to forever— and not the couple-of-months or a few years type of forever, im talking 8 YEARS forever, anyway, one of closest friends “stole” him. and i was PISSED. like ready to snap necks. its a lot more involved in the dream. but earlier i was talking to my aunt and she was telling me a story about this little girl who’s mom left her dad to marry her dad’s cousin. WTFEEZY. thats just dirtttyy. & these ppl were in the church so its like are you serious. (btw the marriage hasnt failed surprisingly). then before i went to sleep i was texting my cheeseburger (the girl in my dream who took my man). so i find it kind of funny that two components of my day were compiled to form that crazy dream of mine. 

i also realize alot about myself in some weird way. i realized that if ANY of my friends EVER did something so reckless and disrespectful, their existence would disappear in my life. it wouldnt be a forgive and forget type of thing. only because when someone that close to you does something so heartless towards you, it changes your view of things. it makes you wonder “if this is what my friends do, what will my enemies do” alot of times situations like these totally change ppl for the worst (or worse? 0_o w/e) i would forgive, but i wouldnt forget, and i wouldnt have a thing to say to that person ever again in life. and as for the boy, i imagined myself cutting his dick off & setting a few things on fire. mostly body parts. anyway, i woke up pretty distraught because i would hope that none of my friends ever did that to me. 

then she tried to make excuses and explain and whatnot, YOU CANT EXPLAIN THAT. i was so mad lol. sent me their msgs and told me how it went down. it was a mess. every time i saw her at school “WHOOP THAT TRICK GET HER” would play in my head lol. smh. dont cross me, not in that way.